I hate being condescended to or having people violate my boundaries. It makes me feel small and stupid and vulnerable. It’s rough being sensitive dammit.
On a lighter note I’m playing at an open mic for a bunch of old hippies whose peace vibe is calming me down. Thank you dude who wrote a peace song for Pres. Bush and the couple who sound like the New Pornographers for venting for me.
It was surreal to think of all my friends and well known blocks below in the mess of lights and tumult. I had to look away to keep from crying.